Hmmm... Did my OA(office administration) II Presentation, TuEsday.... Gosh..... YipPeez... Teacher PraSied My PowerpoinT...as one of The best amoNg GrOupz.... PraiseD me...with amazing Loud sOund Projection... YaY!!~ SomeWhat reVamp thE WhoLE pOweRpoiNT on the nIght befoRe... started Doing it atMonday Night, around 9.30pm... till 3++am, then I can say I've completed it.. GoSh.... Cant imaginEd if wiThouT tinY help somE somEone, what Time will I complete that job (anywayz... iT makEs noT muCh of A difference)... So... You Know wHo You ArE... "Hey... ThankZ aNywayZ!!~" But StiLL ... I Did Most of thE 'reVamping" mysElf... haHurz... PoWerPoinT waS gooD... Presentation weNt smoOthly... OA... WaS dOne and oveR wiTh... waS lefT with... WP(word processing) II......

HaD my WP II CA2 just in the Morning... bAd bad Bad.. Managed to Do ThosE RequiRed stuffz.. Good... Computer WaS so Lousy tHat Connection to ThE Printer Was Lost... WTH... WaitEd From Any oF the Classmates to Finish Up thEir thiNGy and Print.. then i Can Go PrinT.. But.. Bad... NonE..... Hmm... NevermInd... WaitEd stiLL... Then... WeiRdo TeacheR saId to CollEct ThE diskette BAck.. thEn distRibUte agAin... tO prevent StudentZ from contiNue DoiNg since thE Time waS Up... BaH!!~ SHe Gave it oUt so Slowly That.. iT maDe me so PisseD.. Not mE aloNE.. pRactically The whOle ClasS...

Paper EndeD at 12.45pm.. by 1.15.. She waS still slowly Distributing back the DiskEtteZ.. and only at NumbEr... 6... Gaaah... >(

Got my diskEtTe anD huRRiedly Went to Print... Dunno whAt's tHe RusH.. Just Wanna Complete thE thiNGy and leave the bloody cold Room... *shivers*
QueueD up FOr the BloODy pRinteR... whEn finallY it's my Turn.. PrinTer gave me ErRorz.. Gosh.. BAD.. TotallY baD... FixEd ThaT BloODy PRinTer MysElf... No Choice.. lamE Teacher canT do Anything.. stIll busy distributing those diskettez... lIkE 'redistributing' diskeTTes can Prevent student from ammending tHEir woRk.... Blah... PeopLe doEsn'T evEn Give Her a 'sh*t'... bAd... okiE.. finalLy.. pRinteR wAs fiXed... pRInteR out.. anD.. wenT out of thE room as fasT as i could.. Oh baD....... !!~
But.. FInaLLy.. WP II, over anD don wiTh too... RevisioN comIng up.. *pRayS*

CamE hoME.. restEd... bloggeD.... so.. whAt's Next?

I doNt know...

Hmm... Good Day? mayBe... Went foR clAss Gathering on Friday.. HahAzx.. WaS terriBly LAte.. But.. Good... FreNz waiTed foR me... ThaNkz WeiQi, TrinA, & DarrEn...

hmm atE at cafe cartel... hmm then secret recipe... overall.. really nice.. hahaz.. next time.. i wanna go again... :)

nothIng much haPpEned oveR da WeekenD... SorrY lioNel... Cousin Emily 's Comp wAs InfecTed bY viruS.. She dIDn't mEant To sEnd You woRm ViruS... *ApologiSed...~~*

When waS the Last timE YoU evEr Cry YouR Heart Out? Me??
Now... Yes.... as I'm typing.... I dunno... Heart aches.... It just Hurtx a Lot... *ouCh*

Radio cuRrently PlayIng : Li Sheng Jie - Ni Men Yao Kuai Le

Why am I feelIng thiS way?

你哭着拿下银手链来还我的时候 最近你躲我有理由 别说我的爱情让你惭愧不配拥有 珍惜不就是温柔

但你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友 原来心酸比心痛难受 茫然的走到了门口倔强还是念旧 我听见我回头说

你们要快乐 要天长地久 你们没有错 爱是自由 走出这扇门后 至少我还有辽阔

你们要快乐 要紧紧牵手 你们不幸福 我会难过 成全最爱的人 不是为了看着他寂寞

过去曾让你笑得很甜 不代表有权利要你纠结 虽然遗憾爱情也有它的季节 风不能吹 就作最潇洒的落叶

Depression? Me? Been cryinG lately.. a LOT... nobody knows.. now i blog.. so.. not a *hush hush* secret liaoz.... Even When I'm on my waY hOme on bUz... in schOOl or anywhEre... Seems lIke FreNx around me arE noT doIng sO gooD toO.. "GreG, I know. i Know What yOu'rE goIng thRu...." hmmm.. hE..WenT thRu a Lot too.. chatTed wiTh him oN mSn, In schOOl... "hey gReGGy.. NS and stuff are nOt ThaT baD ba... " hmmm hIS Lowest Point oF life ba.. Like mE?

hahaz... I feLL to Da Lowest, and stiLL struggliNG to geT up... bUt.. its seEms lIke evErytIme...I would Fall in deePer... i HaTE it.. It HurtZ... A lOT... tEarS floW likE a rUnninG tap... down my cheekz... SeemZ like I've tons & toNs of TearZ to SparE... hahaZ.....

GoD? WheRe ArE yOu? hAiz... Can yOu hEar YouR PooR child Here? Can You See GaBBy crying??

I hatE staying at hoME... Mommy anD dadDy... alwayz quarreLLing.. EveN ovEr MinoR stuFF, I wouLd rathEr tHEy get a Divorce whEn i waS yOungeR... mayBE i Would Grow Up as A mORe hapPy chiLD? Why Did They wanNA get maRRied in The 1sT plAce? whY oThers can enJoy happy famiLy mOments, whEn I oNly get To EnJoY goIng oUt 3 oF us one family, only ONCE? GrannY & unCle... alwaYZ argUing... and everyTime, they Would caLL up to StresS muMMy.. anD thEn, MuMMy woulD flaRe Up at mE.. foR eveN nO reasOn... FreN? KuniYo? I've nothIng to SaY aboUt her.. Dont wIsh to coMMent Too Much.. If She HaD the IntenTioN to Do snEaky things BeHind mE, theN go Ahead... I doNt caRe... TruE frienDs? HarD to Find.. One in a Million.. How truE....

I neEd somEoNe to Lean on.. I wanT to Love sOmeonE... noW.. wIth all My heart... Can I ? WiLL i ?
i Dont kNow........ I'm BReaKing Down.. I am....

Current Music Playing on PlyeR==> 范逸臣 - Wang le Ai....

Hmmm Home.. WatCh TV.. De-sTress... HahAz.. Now hEre BloGGing... Nothing Much.. Went oUt wiTh BestIez - DiDi & JoJo... Spent so Much.. Now.. I'm Broke... Soent too Much... Hmmm.... But.. Happy Meal.. I've got the all four Hello Kitty thingy.. YeaH.. Love it.... it's so Cute....

Chnged Mood... wAs Caught in betwEen "Bottled Up" and "Broke", very indecisive.. In thE end.. I chosed "Broke".. Cos.. "Bottled Up" its like evEryday a paRt of mE... Hmmmm... How trUe? for you to Find oUt... mAybe onLy veRy clOseD friEnds wiLL Know... MAybe.. Thay dont eVen Know....

HavIng mY Menses arouND da TimE of Da MonTh Is KiLLing mE.. StomaCh craMpZ is kIllinG me SloWly, anD soFtly... ArGh.... Having meNses Makes Me exTra mOOdy and fruStrateD? maYbe... Maybe Not....

Hmmm.. Yeah.. realiSed thaT DiDi wiThout make-up wAs.... *"Ahhhhhhhhh.... GhosT!!!~"* HahahZ!~ No LaHz.. hey DiDi:"ActuaLLy it Was ReaLLy Not aS baD as You Think Gurl..." Take It easY... ActuallY i SeldoM see Her witHout make-up... wHy?? shE uSes uP hEr FounDation sO FasT... whY?? HuR huRz.. NothiNg InTeResting happen.... whEther in schooL or wherever.... sChooL's coMp arE so Lousy.... It seems like thaY fall apArt so easily.. Afraid i miGht RippEd off the CPU's casing... i Had to climb Up ThE taBle to plUg in the EarphOne... hahAhAz... As a ResuLt.. goT a Blue-blAcK in mY leg, cOz i Knock ontO the taBle when Getting off... I'm sO stOOpiD-ly DumB...
"D-U-M-B-O... and DUMBO is my... a-hem... second name...."

Thunder storm is coming.. Wooooooooooooo.... ThE sTroNg wind HowlinG like nobody's businEss.... My WindowS aRe FalliNg apArt Soon ba... hahazZ!!~ Scary.... Sky Turned totally daRk... hMMM...... Thunderz... LightningZz.. I'm ScaRed... OnE of My grEatEst FeArz..... *sObz*

Me?? lonely... scared... At HOme... Alone... did My AsSiGNmeNtZ anD prInteD thEm out.... Ate happY mEal... Got thE HEllo KiTTy Box... So niCe... CuTe....

HaIz... JuSt feeLing sO lOst... sUddenly wanna isOlate my selF from pEopLe... JusT realIse... thE sEcurity I alwaYz LonGed for waS No lOnger TheRe... StranDed... Left aloNe all by MyseLF... No OnE BringS me an UmBrella DurIng raiNy daYz... No One BuyS Me Lunch, or juSt DinE with Me anyMorE... No OnE thEre to comfoRt me whEn I haVe gaStriC attAckz.... Hmmm... sIck.... alOne... No OnE to TakE caRe oF me...
JusT realIseD eVen The CloseSt Kin caNt leT yOu depenD on... The Helplessness.... HaiZ.... GueSs oNly I know....

I wAnT YoU... But i know... Never will It HappEn.... You doNt know..... or understand...... haiZ....

SoRry JoJo... i DiD noT answEr yOur caLLs or replIed any oF yOur MsGs... WaS jUst FeelIng a LIttlE MooDy... Yeah... DiDn't havE da MooD foR any CallS or wAd... yeap... waS feelIng lOusy and CrappY....

SchOOl toDay wAs NormAl... NothiNG muCh haPPeneD... ExpEl? Me?? mayBe SooN... hahahz.. *AxEd* AttanDanCe pOOr... No LongEr MotiVateD... Just lIke i Said... hOpeLeZz.....

MusiC nOW... "Lian ShanG Yi Ge ReN -by- You Hong Ming...."

Argh... Spent $25 on SuppEr... SheeZ... WaSte!!~ my One week SavinGz.... WanTeD to Actually buy SomEonE somEthinG Nice.. Hmmm... GuEss I've GoTTa SaVe uP all OveR aGaIn... Hmmm....

WeNt AroUnD touRing SingapOre YestErday... Hmmm NothinG muCh... WeNt uP to GEylanG... For sUppEr.. Nothing.. ElsE... wahahaz... Went to SoMe hiLL way up aT nearby JuronG biRd Park... *uLu PLaCe*, TheN.... to Hill View MaNsIon thiNgy... Heard FroM CousiN that thay tryinG to DemoLish that Old PlacE liaO.. whY wannA visiT thEre?? *i"m scaReD!!~* My EyEliD TwiTcheD... Nah... NothinG happEn... ReallY... I'm beiNg too ParaNoid... I'm suRe it's only I'm FeeliNg slEepy.. NothIng nOthing... Hmmm... WenT to BuKit BatoK paRk... Nothing TherE... LAme PeoplE suggested that Place.. YUCkz!~

Hmmm.... WenT HoMe... FeLL asleep right awayz... Told ya my eyelids TwitcheD becoz I waS tiRed.. No Bad Omenz ... TeehEE!~

What's up recently... Hmmm Nothing... Really nOthing...

What's to be updated? Nothing too.....

Went surfing the net... friendster... emails... blogs... etc....

Hmmm Emily.... Yah... Cousin Emily... How Nice.. How sweet... Patched bAck wiTh her ex.BF-ShaOwEi alreaDy... Letting go of theIr paSt makes their current relationShip StrongeR, She Said.... Tahahaz.... MaybE ba... Not aLL arE wiLLing....

MsN.... SoMe sayZ "BorinG".... SomE saYz "Lonely"... sOme SaYz "BlanK"... Some saYz "LoveHurtZ"... sOme SayZ "so Sianz"... SomE waItinG foR mirAclez.. SomE douBt mirAclez... hahahz.... Some sayZ "gamE ovEr"... hahaz.... wHat About me tHEn?

watChing movie latEr On... (maybe)....

Oh YeaP...To: All PeopLe reaDing...
Happy April Fool.... !!!!!!~