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Saturday, January 27, 2007
WELCOME
Chase your Dreams... Follow your Heart...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Feeling.... Happy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Officially 21 Years Old... Am old. Yes.
Ohh.... Yea.. He was disappointed... Jealous ? Angry ? Sad ? I dunno la... He sound like it lo.... I dunno what to do also... Haix....
But.. now.. I guess... Everything is fine now liao... right ?
Muackz... Love YooooUUuuuu~
My Birthday...
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Feeling.... Contented , Tired.
Heh.... Celebrated my 21st Birthday at home... with relatives and a few close friends...
Thanks to MOMMY!! For allowing party to be held at our home... and ordering buffet as well as cooking dishes... buying candies and chocolates to fill those goodie bags, buying jelly deserts... and buying me, my B E A U Tiful cake.
And DADDY... !
For helping out by painting the house... erm.. blue.... , helped me put up my birthday banner, and blowing balloons(mom helped too... erm... 2...)...
So happy~ Excited. Dressed up... All ready....
And DADDY... !For helping out by painting the house... erm.. blue.... , helped me put up my birthday banner, and blowing balloons(mom helped too... erm... 2...)...
So happy~ Excited. Dressed up... All ready....Just waiting for guest to come... *Heh*
Joseph... He... erm... 1st one to arrive... Even before the buffet food came.... He brought for me.. a cactus! planted by his GF... so sweet... Thankx!I think I should plant/do something for my Boyfren too... Right ? I'm a lousy GF....
I know he likes the goodie bag... smile smile....
Cousin Fen came soon after... ya.... She and her 2 sisters, Wen & Zhen, got for me a Morgan Parfum.... Smells so nice...and yummy ... I like it a lot~
Received so many Presents!! Oh... NYZ, and Auddy... Got for me the same present lo... Wah~~ But it's really nice.. a Musical Jewellery Box.... from Precious Moments... Awww.. I all along wanted a Musical Box~ Gotten bags... and another bag... and more bags.... Recieved a watch too... Woah.... Really so cool! I like! and... Levis Voucher... Some Cards... Face shop stuffs... Necklaces.... a set of Bracelet and earrings... and.... Scented candle + Holder... Heh.... and.... ANG BAOS...Whee~~
It's been SO LONG since we last met up.... AGNES~
You Love that new name I gave Joseph... Right? You kept laughing Non-Stop~ *Joseph Sicko Tay ?* or.. *Josicko Tay?*
Charlie & choco Factory... He is the Choco... Dark Choco.NYZ.... I like your present.... How you know I like that Musical Box?
GTO.. You have Stoopid face~ZH and WVF~~
Thanks WVF... for helping me collect cake.... and... why you drink and drive ?
Thanks WVF... for helping me collect cake.... and... why you drink and drive ?
Cousin Zhen... complained that her face is too large~~ *where got ?*This is my cake.. and.. It's So Yummy!! I love it. .. 
Family ... Dad n Mom... that made this party possible...My cousins
And... I cut my cake. 
Finally... Phase Test I- IV therapy, is over... Didn't fail... >)
Been so stressed up over it... and... another Phase Test coming up... on the 5th week... which is 2 weeks later... on Insulin S/C Injection~ Oh NO~
More tests coming up.
Been so stressed up over it... and... another Phase Test coming up... on the 5th week... which is 2 weeks later... on Insulin S/C Injection~ Oh NO~
More tests coming up.
Fears, Anxiety, Phobia....
Monday, January 15, 2007
Feeling.... Bored, Lonely
Tmr's lesson will be on Resuscitation, and Blood Transfusion.
Boring teacher, boring lesson. Psychiatric Lesson today was a torture. 3 long hours of lecture, only manage to cover 1 topic. Lecturer too busy telling her own stories... Side Track... Off Topic!! Eeyer. I think.. I can do better with SDL(Self-Directed Learning).
Fears... Phobias....
Autophobia - Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
Boring teacher, boring lesson. Psychiatric Lesson today was a torture. 3 long hours of lecture, only manage to cover 1 topic. Lecturer too busy telling her own stories... Side Track... Off Topic!! Eeyer. I think.. I can do better with SDL(Self-Directed Learning).
Fears... Phobias....
Autophobia - Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
Eremophobia - Fear of being oneself or, of loneliness.
Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
Haha, ME !! .... I'm afraid of confined spaces....
But... I guess, What I feared MOST is... my legs being Grabbed. Traumatising Childhood experience...
2nd week of school term, around 8 weeks more ? I think so....
Listening to some old songs.... Aww..... " You are my everything.... nothing your love won't bring... "
2nd week of school term, around 8 weeks more ? I think so....
Listening to some old songs.... Aww..... " You are my everything.... nothing your love won't bring... "
My birthday is coming soon, 27 JAN!! .. >.<" .. Whee. After that will be Valentines.... then CNY.... Awww... This Yr's Valentines'..... Where will I be ? School ba.. Stoopid lessons.
Kept telling ppl around me.... My VERY Last yr to celebrate Birthday, celebrate V Day, celebrate CNY, Xmas..... Next yr.. I strt WRK liao. So FAST~~
Shoes~ Need bags too...
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Feeling.... Contented
Went to buy stuff for my party.... Party Banner, Goodie bags, Sweets....
My party is on the 20th....
Just inviting family mmbers and... close frens.
Went to buy stuff for my party.... Party Banner, Goodie bags, Sweets....
My party is on the 20th....
Just inviting family mmbers and... close frens.
Oh... And gotten 2 pairs of shoes for myself~ Wheee.... *Love it*
I needa buy bags.... Really....
I'm so tired today... Just feel so slpy.... why ar ?
Horrid. Terrified. She was helpless.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Feeling.... Sick.
Hasn't been well these days. Was having fever, vomited YTD, and thought everything should be fine by now, who knows, I'm down with sore throat. Bad New Year. Bad Year. So I think, this year, if I buy 4D or ToTo, or play mahjong, sure wont win la.... OH NO!! haiz... Better dont count on those stuff for extra $... Work hard ba.....
I guess the only good thing that happen till now, is that, my menses came. and it came so much. OMG. Bleeding till I am dry. O+<
Had this painful experience when I was around 14 yrs old. And nowadays, I kept having flash back of those scenes. Nightmare. Horrid. Terrified. Indescribable.
I was so alone, had to defend for myself, and.... really... no one was with me.
The loneliness, the emotions of a helpless 14yr old school girl.
Her secret, only 3 ppl in the world knows, not even her parents. She had no one to talk to.
I guess Audrey is not doing well either. Read her blog, eeyer... how can someone broke her shoes, not ONE pair, but TWO, IN A DAY ? Gosh... Bad Luck.
Just hope that her interview is good ba. School Admin, how cool~
*think* I was offerred a job as Bank Admin, $7.50 an hour, I rejected. I guess, I really got no interest in Biz stuff ba.
I guess... Audrey and Kuniyo are my only real friends in this World ba.
Such a sad, lonely person. *sob*
I need A HUG badly. I cried, where were you ?
I LOVE YOU~
Kept busy...
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Feeling.... Blue....
To keep myself busy... hahaz... I find things for me to do at home...
I helped mom go buy stuff.
Dropped by the stationery shop, bought styrofoam and some coloured paper... decided to do something for my messy room...
From this messy one .... to......
This.....Like no difference, but I wrapped up the styrofoam, and stick to the back of the table.
It's a little neater.... cleaner can...
Like that.. I can easily pin up my photos~
I love looking at myself, my photos.
I love looking at myself, my photos.
*photo whore...* yes, I am... But, so what ? I like.
Okie... another styrofoam... I hang it at my comp table, next too my dressing table...I used it to hang up my Necklaces & KeyChains & HairBands and other stuff...
Thanks to Cousin Fen... for giving me this idea~
I cant sleep early... just finish watching Closet Affair II - replay, on Channel U... hahah .. On eye make-up. Heh.... Learned something cool~ *pretty pretty*
School's re-opening soon. I feel lazy to go school.. I want attachmnt~~
"Joseph...
You're right... I'm a brave girl.
I'm braver than you... becoz I dare to clean poo~ >.<"
Thanks for being there to talk to me."
Thanks for being there to talk to me."
2007
Feeling.... Blue
Happy Late New Year 2007 . ?
I'm not in mood to blog. I'm damn sad. Really....
I'm not in mood to blog. I'm damn sad. Really....
Moody periods ba.
I cant sleep. I have no idea why.
I just feel so terrible. *Scream with me!*
SOB... I cried.. Cried out loudly~~
I cant sleep. I have no idea why.
I just feel so terrible. *Scream with me!*
SOB... I cried.. Cried out loudly~~
