Feeling.... Moody
Nobody understands me . Really, No one.
The sadness behind my smiley mask . I can never show .
All you know is to criticize . Have you ever tried understanding ? "if only if only...." So many 'if only' , why am I in this world ?
What done has been done. What more you want ?
I wanted better for myself . Is that wrong ?
Maybe to you, I'm only an embarrassment.
and you.... that you.... i needed someone to talk to. You're there , THANKS. But..... not all the time.
nvm... bye....
Feeling.... GOOD!
I reached home from school at 2 today. 2PM. Gosh... Lesson ended early, Teacher wasn't in school.
Feels Great. Enjoyed my afternoon nap... Awww......
They're planning this Sat go St James. How bout Audrey ? Since KorKor not free this sat... hahahz
Feeling.... Frustrated.
I'm not those kinda nice girl. I'm not understanding. I dont have much tolerance.
I've no choice. I have to be nice girl. understanding, patient, tolerance level super high, etc etc... all becos of my wrk... and..... of cos, all those only take place during duty time.
I'm feeling so frustrated so right now, so irritated.
Boiling inside.
I understand your situation. It's not like I dont want to understand or dont understand at all.... but... have you tried understanding my situation ? I really dont like last minute planning. If you will be late or you cant make it in the time planned or whatsoever, you should have inform earlier. Whether it's work matters or meeting with friends or some appointment, at least have the courtesy to inform earlier.
I hate that. That now you tell me all these last minute, I got nagging from my mom, and i have no dinner to eat, dont even have maggi mee. Bah.... I feel better later la. Really....never mind.
I lost weight.
Gosh... my Weight always maintained at around 52-54KG, till recently it went up to 56KG !!! OMG....
But Just took weight yesterday in school, now... I weigh 51KG.... IT's GOOD! Must try harder to loose weight... and the fat tummy....
School's tiring... Met up with KOR-KOR YZ and his friends for dinner @ bugis. Now.. I feel so tired.
Sleepy... I miss having afternoon naps....
Called me a BITCH.
Great.. I'm a BITCH.
Nah... It doesn't matter anymore.
Feeling.... Happy!
Few days ago, I killed a Cockroach. Huge one.
It flew inro my living room while I was watching TV. How ? I seriously have no idea. (I'm staying on the 9th storey.) 1st thought that came into my mind..... *WHACK/KILL IT.*
Find paper..... Pesticide..... Scream for help......
It was a
ten minutes battle.... Great... I won...
Killed it. I'm...
*Ultimate Roach Killer*.
I remembered, I had a post on Roach-Killing a few months ago. That happened in my room, this one, happened in the living room. EEEeeeewwww.....
.........
My new room. Changed room, new set of furniture, new door curtain. Threw away the old stuff and old memories, what's left behind is my computer desk and bookshelf and that sofa bed.
Gave away most of my clothes to Yi-Lin. New ones. Haiyaa, all of those clothes are almost brand new, some just worn once. Now, I can barely fit in. Sheex! I'm FAT!
But NeverMind...
Now I have a clean, neat, beautiful, nice, cosy room!!
What's more for my new room ? Thought of getting the foam mat to lay on the floor at that corner of the room. Maybe I should just dump that sofabed? Wanna get a big puzzle frame too. Not for puzzles, but for photo. Wanna make a collage of photo of myself. I love myself~
Cousin Anne revamped her room too... She's giving me her magazines... I too have a lot of old magazines. Should I give my old magazines away too ? *who wants?*
Went shopping recently, cannot imagine what I've gotten for myself... A TUBE TOP, which cos only $5.50.... OMG. Audrey gotten one for herself too. A pair of heels, merely $5 ! 2 pair of shorts for $12.
Great Bargain. It's Great Singapore Sales. I plan to shop more.
Wish to get for myself another pair of heels ... It's only $9.90.... But... I have no more storage place. I hvn gotten my shoe rack yet.
Given up on buying that Levi's Jeans. * You're right, "It's not worth it" *
Went swimming with Audrey today. Now my body's aching. We plan to go every week. I hope we both have that determination.
