JuSt feeLing sO lOst... sUddenly wanna isOlate my selF from pEopLe...
Monday, April 11, 2005
Thunder storm is coming.. Wooooooooooooo.... ThE sTroNg wind HowlinG like nobody's businEss.... My WindowS aRe FalliNg apArt Soon ba... hahazZ!!~ Scary.... Sky Turned totally daRk... hMMM...... Thunderz... LightningZz.. I'm ScaRed... OnE of My grEatEst FeArz..... *sObz*
Me?? lonely... scared... At HOme... Alone... did My AsSiGNmeNtZ anD prInteD thEm out.... Ate happY mEal... Got thE HEllo KiTTy Box... So niCe... CuTe....
HaIz... JuSt feeLing sO lOst... sUddenly wanna isOlate my selF from pEopLe... JusT realIse... thE sEcurity I alwaYz LonGed for waS No lOnger TheRe... StranDed... Left aloNe all by MyseLF... No OnE BringS me an UmBrella DurIng raiNy daYz... No One BuyS Me Lunch, or juSt DinE with Me anyMorE... No OnE thEre to comfoRt me whEn I haVe gaStriC attAckz.... Hmmm... sIck.... alOne... No OnE to TakE caRe oF me...
JusT realIseD eVen The CloseSt Kin caNt leT yOu depenD on... The Helplessness.... HaiZ.... GueSs oNly I know....
I wAnT YoU... But i know... Never will It HappEn.... You doNt know..... or understand...... haiZ....
SoRry JoJo... i DiD noT answEr yOur caLLs or replIed any oF yOur MsGs... WaS jUst FeelIng a LIttlE MooDy... Yeah... DiDn't havE da MooD foR any CallS or wAd... yeap... waS feelIng lOusy and CrappY....
SchOOl toDay wAs NormAl... NothiNG muCh haPPeneD... ExpEl? Me?? mayBe SooN... hahahz.. *AxEd* AttanDanCe pOOr... No LongEr MotiVateD... Just lIke i Said... hOpeLeZz.....
MusiC nOW... "Lian ShanG Yi Ge ReN -by- You Hong Ming...."