~ Smiles on her face are lesser these days, especially last few days... Wrinkles are appearing, more and more obvious. She's tired of short tempers, arguements, and those stuff. It's getting more and more frequent. She really doesn't like it at all. ~

Erm... I'm SORRY. Really am.

Didn't sleep well last night and Satuday night... Sleepless nights... When I am really falling asleep, I realised it's time for me to wake up already...

Crying helplessly. Now. How Fuck. Headache and Gastric. Took too much of Panadol these days, should stop, they aren't candies/chocolates. What a time for a gastric attack, Thank You...!

Can't cry anymore. I'm a brave girl. I must be strong.

Rebonded my hair on saturday noon, Mom said I look dumb with that fringe. The guy hairstylist is good leh... Yeah... Went for Granny's 80th birthday later that evening. We took photo, as one whole big family. It's been long since the last one.

Was with Audrey and her Norman just now. I was just looking at them in the train. They are loving. I was alone. I'm jealous. I feel so sourish. I don't like to feel that way.

I have to wake up as early as 0500 tomorrow. On morning shift tomorrow and rest of the week cept Tuesday. I need rest. Now.