The left eye was swollen last night.... Eye Infection, a terrible one..... It hurt so badly I couldn't close it, I couldn't even blink....

In addition to that... I cried before i fell asleep.... I guess.... I shouldn't have...
If only ... if only... If only I could predict or I knew everything....

My eyes couldnt open this morning... I had to sit in front of the mirror... Trting to pull apart the lids... so many discharges... *Disgusting*

Now... The eye is so swollen that it is only one-third of the original size... and... It really looked disgusting... I look terribly UGLY.

I've seen pictures of those infections.. they give goose pimples.... *I dont wanna go blind*

Sheex... I cant go go hair cut today... Stoopid infection... Yeap.. I'm gonna cut my hair short.. not trimming... No point keeping long hair...

See.. My Brain age... With Training.... Finally.. I reached... AGE 20!! I can do it too....Heh... Improving ? or merely Luck ?

Its Luck.. I know... I can never be that good.... I'm not that clever...