Feeling.... Sick.

Hasn't been well these days. Was having fever, vomited YTD, and thought everything should be fine by now, who knows, I'm down with sore throat. Bad New Year. Bad Year. So I think, this year, if I buy 4D or ToTo, or play mahjong, sure wont win la.... OH NO!! haiz... Better dont count on those stuff for extra $... Work hard ba.....
I guess the only good thing that happen till now, is that, my menses came. and it came so much. OMG. Bleeding till I am dry. O+<

Had this painful experience when I was around 14 yrs old. And nowadays, I kept having flash back of those scenes. Nightmare. Horrid. Terrified. Indescribable.
I was so alone, had to defend for myself, and.... really... no one was with me.
The loneliness, the emotions of a helpless 14yr old school girl.
Her secret, only 3 ppl in the world knows, not even her parents. She had no one to talk to.

I guess Audrey is not doing well either. Read her blog, eeyer... how can someone broke her shoes, not ONE pair, but TWO, IN A DAY ? Gosh... Bad Luck.
Just hope that her interview is good ba. School Admin, how cool~
*think* I was offerred a job as Bank Admin, $7.50 an hour, I rejected. I guess, I really got no interest in Biz stuff ba.

I guess... Audrey and Kuniyo are my only real friends in this World ba.
Such a sad, lonely person. *sob*

I need A HUG badly. I cried, where were you ?

I LOVE YOU~