bad thoughts.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Feeling.... Sad.
My Wrist Hurts.
I hate myself.
I hate knowing what happened, I hate what I saw, what I read.
What the whole point of crying ?
No use.
Who understand ?
No one actually. only I understand ba.
Why would I cry ? I dont know.
My heart hurts, my head hurts, I couldn control myself, the pain in my heart is so terrible, and there is nothing i can do. I couldn help it, i scratched myself. was hoping it would bleed. it didnt.
Cried... crying...
I saw the video liao. anyways.. yeap....
I need to be alone for a while ba..
Sometimes, i regret. cos, everything is so different liao. i keep feeling, there's something in between. its........... PAINFUL.
I brought it upon myself.
Slut~ me.