Feeling.... Sudden sadness...

Why.... The thought of strting wrk is scaring me suddenly... and plus... Lunar New Year is approaching fast. I dont know if I'll have to work on LNY. It's scary... No more visiting with Parents.. No more hanging out at Granny's place....

No more YIPEE holidays I can spend at home with my family.

But... Ya.. I chosed Nursing. My career, my life.

FAMILY.... Not what it used to be like. When all would gather together during ocassions.... and women will be in the kitchen with Granny, cooking dishes for dinner.... Men will be chatting in the living room... some play mahjong...and we KIDS... will sit around play or gossips latest updates. and when dinner's ready... the children will eat tgther 1st, followed by the adults.. and after Dinner... around 8, we will all gather for prayer... "The Family That Prays Together, Stays Together"

Now that all of us have grown up... and have own programme.. own stuff.... Seems like all of us distant apart liao.... is it becos... the Family no longer pray together ?

I miss those times. I miss the ONE BIG FAMILY.