Sunday, September 21, 2008
When you feel so helpless.... When colleagues don't care, and even bully you, try ways to embarrass you. When you had no one to turn to....
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My understanding colleague/partner asked me if I need to take a break... She knows I'm breaking down soon. I excused myself for a short moment... Went to the toilet, shut the doors, sat down on the bowl... and let my tears flow. A short 5-10minutes. I felt better. I shouldn't leave all work to her alone.. I washed my face and went back to work. Thankfully... There's still one or two nice people around.
Mom knows I'm moody. She say I'm not chatty over the weekends.... She sensed something not right... I cried to her. She said it's half a year gone... Worst to worst.... another one & half more year to struggle... I hope ba... I really hope.